come closer, sweet human child.

i'm still looking for other jobs, but i also need to figure out what to do for school and where the hell i am going to be living in the next year or two. am i going back to florida? sometimes i think it'd be okay. but i have a hard time dealing with the standards down there. they're not the same as they are here. i never noticed before, but now it's something i can't ignore, no matter how hard i try. we'll see.

i was watching a interview with two women from a blog i read regularly, and one of them, michelle, said something about being an only child, and how because of, she never really feels lonely. she's content to live in her own head most of the time. it just comes naturally.
i have to say, that's the same way i feel most of the time. i'm always day dreaming about something, and i don't think there's ever a moment, other then perhaps when i'm sleeping, that i'm not putting something together, or creating scenarios. i think that's why a lot of the time i'd rather be at home, listening to music and laying on my bed, staring at the ceiling, more than going out with a huge group of people and trying to find things to do to entertain everyone.

not to say i'm completely anti-social. i love going out and doing things too. but most of the time i'm really okay doing them by myself.